I think this is something I need to start up again.

Blogging has proven to be pretty therapeutic in the past. It has also proven to be a good way to get my thoughts out and be able to look back at them to try to make sense of them. The main thought on my mind I guess is just wondering what I need to do to make things work out in my life. I need to find out what I want to do with my life besides school and career. I know what I want with that but I don't know anything as far as relationships or family or anything... On this topic i'm completely lost. What I need is some answers. To get answers I need, I think I need to develop a stronger relationship with God. So what are some things I need to figure out? I need to figure out what I want my family to be like. What I want myself to be like. I know what I don't want myself to be but that doesn't tell me how I want to be. So anyways, I think that's all my thoughts at the moment