I think this is something I need to start up again.

Blogging has proven to be pretty therapeutic in the past. It has also proven to be a good way to get my thoughts out and be able to look back at them to try to make sense of them. The main thought on my mind I guess is just wondering what I need to do to make things work out in my life. I need to find out what I want to do with my life besides school and career. I know what I want with that but I don't know anything as far as relationships or family or anything... On this topic i'm completely lost. What I need is some answers. To get answers I need, I think I need to develop a stronger relationship with God. So what are some things I need to figure out? I need to figure out what I want my family to be like. What I want myself to be like. I know what I don't want myself to be but that doesn't tell me how I want to be. So anyways, I think that's all my thoughts at the moment

<p>There are trials that you can overcome by yourself. Others need devine intervention.

Wow. Can life get better? I submit that it can not!

Wow.

That's all I can think right now. Wow. Life is incredible. I love life right now. I am so happy that I have been blessed with such an incredible singles ward. I went to a stake priesthood meeting last night and one of the guys in my ward spoke on our trip to Nauvoo. It was awesome because as he was talking I really felt that our ward was more of a family. When he mentioned people, I knew who he was talking about. Also, I went choir yesterday and we sang "Come Follow Me". It was awesome! Also, my relationship with God has been growing. I also am going to the Temple as much as I can. I try for once a week. So far so good! Love you all!

So...trying something new....

I decided that I am going to write a blog just on spiritual experiences that I have or spiritual thoughts that tend to pop in my head as I continue to grow spiritually. For the last little bit I have been Helping a friend of mine with some problems. She was severly sexually abused as a child and has been sexually abused for a lot of her life. She is a sex addict by force of habit. She got into drugs and alchohal to numb the pain of being used and not being loved. I wont write her name for obvious reasons. Since I have forsaken my personal issues with pornography I have been able to start to build that relationship with my Father in Heaven and I have been able to start helping others like my friend. It has been an awesome and humbling experience. Since I have started helping my friend she has said no to sex twice and prayed twice. She is having some problems with trusting God and I think that she has been making some awesome progress. It's been a blessing in my life to help her and I also got to see my cousin get married in the Bountiful Utah temple recently. It was incredible to see the pure love and joy between them that they both have for each other. It is such a blessing to have such amazing friends and family. My singles ward is the best! Farmington Hills Ward, YOU ROCK! Well i'm signing off for the day. I love you all! Peace out!

Hope!

Something I have been without for several years now. Yesterday I found it. Yesterday and today has just been awesome! I feel joy for the first time in a long time. I now know that I can defeat satan in any situation. I know that I have the power to beat him. I feel Joy now. More than ever before. I respect myself as a child of God. I respect women now too. It's awesome

Epic Fail

I am apparently not very good at all at keeping a journal. Something I will definetly have to work on. So, to make up for it I will just have to tell you all what has been going on with my life for the past fewish days. So, Saturday was fairly busy. I went to work for a while and then I had to head to a meeting. It was for a class called Sons of Helamen. It is a pornography addiction recovery class. Fun huh? lol. It actually is really fun! I hate having it in my life and I'm glad that this program was introduced to me. So, after that I went and picked up my family from work. Straight away I went to pick up a girl for a date. Her name is Julianne Wirthlin. When I got there her little brother cried when he found out that I was taking her out. He didn't want her to leave cause he loved her so much. It was SO cute. lol. So when we finally got out the door I took her to a local Chinese restaurant. We had some amazingly good food. Then we went to watch Leap Year and it wasn't there! We walked over to another theatre and they didn't have it either. It was so weird! So we ended up watching the blindside. It was REALLY good. It is a great feel good movie. I dropped her off and went home. Sunday, I went to church and had a blast. Church is always a great picker upper. I like to think of it as a drive through experience. You pull up, and drop off your garbage or money and get blessings or food. lol. So Monday was pretty fun as well. I got up showered and cleaned my room. Then I went job hunting. I stopped at DI. I got to say hi to some friends. It was pretty sweet. Then I went to work and came home and crashed. Today I woke p and went to school. I LOVE my class. It is SO much fun! So after school I went to my FIRST meeting with the Sons of Helamen. Saturday was just a pre deal. It was also really fun. The other kids there are so awesome. Anyway, after that I came home and started writing this. By the way,....i'm done writing this so See ya!